We are all experiencing great change and emotional upheavals in todays world. Of course if you keep up with Astrology, you will understand a little bit more of these occuring energies.
However, it seems that change really happens when there is great injustice or destruction. I have struggled to put together this newsletter as I too, feel the intense energy that is rising for cleansing around the world.
My heart feels the pain and all the misdoings of so many things that have surfaced in literally the last 3 months. I'm not sure exactly how my sharing will come together but I am continuing to allow the thoughts to present themselves.
There is a healing that must take place amongst each one of us to create an outer healing in the universe. I get a vision of being in a deep mud pit and the more you struggle in the mud, the more you sink.
By relaxing, allowing, excepting and then letting go of the muddy struggle, then we can move up and out of the pit. It is an opportune time to dig deep, LOL, and clean up your muck.
Go within to see how you play a role in all of this. None of us are free from the miscreations on our Planet. We must clear and clean the old, (let go), to create the New.
This runs deep for thousands of years. How can we get to Christ unity, Christ consciousness, or the "oneness" if we live in duality pointing the finger, judging, spelling hatred, and NOT taking the responsibility upon each and everyone of us. It starts with you, one at a time, and I am not excluded either.
Forgive me if I sound preachy. These are the feeling that are pooring through me as I write. My heart is saddened. My intension is to help you rise up and be the Light of Love, the Christ love energy. The pure energy of the heart.
The heart energy is a very intelligent energy and we may have a tendency to shut our heart down for reasons of fear, overwhelming events, or not wanting to feel pain. But on another level it keeps us from receiving all the positive loving vibrations and gifts of the Universe if we don't keep it open.
Look at it like this; the heart is the Lantern that will guide us home. So look within your heart and allow yourself to forgive and let go. Concentrate on joy or find some beauty, laughter and fun to balance yourself.
Let go, Let God.
Give this situation time, we can't rush the healing process during these times we're in. We have to honor the space on a day to day basis.
When our emotions are all over the place remember this too shall pass. And on a day where we are feeling brighter, embrace it, and really try to charge your batteries as much as you can with good energy.
I wish for you to observe yourself in silence. Going inward to clear and process the feelings. This will begin the healing process for all humanity.
God has a higher plan.
God: Hello ......
Me: I'm falling apart. Can you put me back together?
God: I would rather not.
God: Because you aren't a puzzle.
Me: What about all the pieces of life that are falling down on the ground?
God: Let them stay there for a while. They fell off for a reason. Take some time and decide if you need any of those pieces back.
Me: You don't understand, I'm breaking down!
God: No - you don't understand. You are breaking through. What you are feeling are just growing pains. You are shedding the things and the people in your life that are holding you back. You aren't falling apart. You are falling into place. Relax. Take some deep breaths and allow those things you don't need anymore to fall off you. Quit holding onto the pieces that don't fit you anymore. Let them fall off. Let them go.
Me: Once I start doing that, what will be left of me?
God: Only the very best pieces of you.
Me: I'm scared of changing.
God: I keep telling you - YOU AREN'T CHANGING!! YOU ARE BECOMING!
Me: Becoming who?
God: Becoming who I created you to be. A person of light and love and charity and hope and courage and joy and mercy and grace and compassion. I made you for more than the shallow pieces you have decided to adorn yourself with that you cling to with such greed and fear. Let those things fall off of you. I love you! I made you to be. I'm going to keep telling you this until you remember it.
Me: There goes another piece.
God: Yep. Let it be.
Me: So ..... I'm not broken?
God: Of course Not! - but you are breaking like the dawn.
It's a new day. Become!!!
Blessing from Heart to Health,